I Know

January 7th, 2011
11:40pm

I know that I have posted a few things on here about how I love my family, and how....well how they suck sometimes.
But I know I am not the best person in the world, I'm not the best daughter, god-daughter, granddaughter, friend, girlfriend....But I will say this, I felt like I made my Grandpa proud today. We went to the gun range, to do some bonding, only because I haven't been over much to spend time with them and my uncle, but we talked and we put clay pigeons out on the bank and he let me shoot them with rifles and pistols, and did an amazing job, and he has been talking about how good I have gotten, that my aim is so much better...and all of my safety prosedures are right on....I just did everything right, and he talked about how proud he is with my grades in college, and that hes proud that I am even going to school....
I love knowing that I am not the disappointment that they use to make me feel.... I feel like I am finally doing something right for once...